Saturday, May 16, 2009

And The Sun Above, And Stocks Of The

And the sun above, and stocks of the fallen asleep water at top so not to wither to a stream long, very long!. This image of the inexhaustible roaring falls which once for a long time have amazed my imagination in mountains where we were with Darya, rose from the Non-existence at each our present meeting with Anastasiej. At us has begun not only a new love life, as though under radiation of light and heat of the hot removed a spell sun, but a new life in general. New especially for me because I gradually really ceased to be only an appendage, the functional lever of the work. Business gradually turned to one of the major aspects of life were its unique sense, and sense and the purpose of a life we have put building of the life - sanguineous, whenever possible all-round, various, joint, happy. It was uneasy, maybe, the most abrupt turn from everything that I have tested on the already so long way. To see pleasure in dialogue and cheerful fuss with the wife and children, instead of a hindrance for perusal of those urgent official papers that I took home from office is was uneasy at inertia in tens years! To find possibilities for perusal of the difficult art book which with such work made the way through my rusted brains, but nevertheless has started turning the flywheels which have been not connected closely with cartography, is was as to pass through surgical operation.

Thursday, May 14, 2009

I Know That In Pregnancy I Will Be

I know that in pregnancy I will be especially kind to people, I will aspire to light, to pleasure, to fun, I will overcome the dislike for abstractions and I will reflect on lofty matters, leaning against love to those works of art both fine buildings and ensembles which so I know in the city much! I often will with children and Egor to happen on the nature that its beauty and omnipotence through me formed feelings of my new child. I will float with it, I will receive fiery emotions from cold douches, I will listen with it to fine music. All of us family begin to listen to it, and it - among us and together with us as an equal in rights and favourite member of a family. I will read to the children the best verses, and he will enjoy them together in all of us. My guarded and purposeful attention was involved somehow with conversation about meditations which were conducted in a tram by two brisk ladies. Obviously, heard then was "mine" and has sounded not casually: I with interest have started to untwist this unfamiliar to me before a theme and have come across the whole Himalayas literatures and on serious experts on this business.

Sunday, May 10, 2009

.. However, I Now Do Not Have Mood To

.. However, I now do not have mood to speak on this a theme. Why? Probably because now when the similar is taken more surprising a boundary, and I live so as if differently and cannot be (after all pure air do not feel, when it is a lot of it). I am am occupied more with other matters. What? Perhaps, the nature of our new relations? Full dissolution in the favourite person? Yes, I know that I can entrust it everything that me worries, and he truly will understand my problems. I know that it is more important than its business and a situation for me, than my own. I - in the answer for it the same as it for me. He trusts me absolutely, I behind it, as behind a stone wall. Our feelings and moods either coincide, or supplement each other. I am glad to its man's charm and that it is nice another, he is proud of my successes among people, it is pleasant to it that I am pleasant to men and women ("here what at me exact taste", - is praised it in such cases). More shortly, I do not represent the life without it, it all the same that to a body to live brainless or to the right half to live without left or to the Earth to live without the sky.